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      RECENTLY I  was very down by what have happen in my life. still, life mst go on. i learn not to trust ppl easily nowadays.
     Especially the one tht betrayl my trust and love. i learn to be more tough and put my trust in the Lord.

         i do believe tht, no matter what we cross in our life, there is the purpose for it.
i may be fall to the temptation, but i wil not fall again to the same temptation!            

        Never !!! tht is the promise i give to myself and to all who realy care for me.
     i had learn a lot through out my life in the past 22 years. There is laughter, sadness, joy, grief, sorrow, and all kind of feeling that is hard for me to describe.

      But all of this is the part of my journey, i came to understand tht ppl do change for better or worse. ( or sometimes ppl don want to change, bcoz they afraid to change, and to step out from their comfort zone)  but i choose to change for better.

         Sometimes , when think back of the thing tht i have done in the past, the tear juz drop without any warning.  Nobody can understand fully what have  we been go through or what we have experience.

        But still, God always there to comfort us . To get through of one’s difficulty, one must ussually go through it!
  Thats true, is it?

Whatever your cross, whatever your pain,
there will always be sunshine after the rain….

perhaps you may stumble, perhaps even fall,
But God’s always ready , to answer our call…

He knows every heartache , sees every tear,
A word from His lips, can calm every fear…

your sorrows may linger, throughout the night,
But suddenly vanish, in dawn’s early light….

The savior is waiting ,somehwere above,
To give you His grace, and send you His love…

Whatever your cross, whatever your pain,
"God always send rainbows...after the rain…"
To get out of difficulty, one must usually go through it !

       This few days, do i look good?  emmm…acctually not realy.
My life turn up side down coz of the thing that i have done for the past few month.
everything became blur and mixed up. didn’t even can focus on the thing tht i suppose to do.
it’s all began because i have sin against God.
       Today i came to realize tht , it’s time to let go of the worriness. Everything is possible in HIM. i have  a friend tht im close with, we fight, we laugh and we share lots of thing together for past 6 month. But the the environment have change,  because of one big fight that i may lose this friend.
my heart ache, sad and i dwell in my sorrow. All of this did bring a  big effect on myself. But thing have happen. there is nothing we can do to change it.
Once the word has said,we cant take it back.
      Do i need to wait for this friend? Or just let go?  i do realy need strength in this area.
i give thanks for the brother and sister tht i have talked to past one week.
they all are very supportive and give lot of useful advice.
and it’s time for me to decide. isn’t?
      May God guide me in this area, and i believe like what one brother  have said to me.
This thing happen maybe because God have someone  better for me.

To my friend, i hope he may grow more and may God bless him too.

praise the Lord  the most high!! God is good all the time!   alleluya.

You are The Devil

Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession

The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition.

Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because you allow it.

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