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i must begin by saying i have a really wonderful holiday!!!! really wonderful plus tired holiday. Today is saturday, i just back from pahang yesterday and i will go to jb today for 3 days as my last destination before i end it and begin my college life again..

bored college life… now in the morning, i cook and wait for the timing to go and but ticket.

look like i will sleep in the bus along the hour of my journey today..

the feeling is like not enough sleep and exhausted of the whole day work.  suddenly i miss my aunt and friend at kl…hahahahahhaahaaa

talk bout kl…really give me an memorable day there…

meet aunt and nephews,mostly my friend but most of all, freak out by their lifestyle they are really good in clubbing ..hhahahahahhaahaahh

club and pub in kl is really diff from melaka…diff quite a lot. thats y i said before, a nasty trip to kl.

my trip at pahang, my God! wonderful and nice

i went to jengka and stay with my friend,go to kuantan. my very 1st time go to kuantan  and watch " the happening" at GSC there, then went to Teluk Cempedak beach…..when i arrive there, the scenery is really breathtaking.

really beautiful and hard to describe…big rock by the beach, the hanging bridge, small hut,beautiful scenery,white sand and the big wave…and u can imagine it

my last visit at pahang is " Gunung Senyum ". meaning mountain tht smile

hahahahhaah…..the rock moutain is really huge and reach the sky.. the environment there is ok but not tht beautiful anymore….becoz nobody seems to take care of the park.

along the way to hike the mountain, there will have several stop. All this stop are caves..lots of caves..

but we have no privillege to hike the mountain, pity..next ime then

ok then, until here my story…really missing my friend here in melaka..brother and sister..didn’t see them for really quite a while grrr…

yesterday is friday and i came to kl….hhahahahaha…quite a nasty trip..

the today is my very happy day at least… i meet my aunt and meet my very cute cute de nephew…

so nice…but onlk have one pic…..sad….

Tomorrow will be back to melaka again…then off to pahang the next day

very hard to find me to travel a lot these days. especially aft the pahang trip i will travel to south ,JB as my last destination..and will officially end my trip as the semester is coming.

last week i went to penang…emmmmm….what to say..

i have a feling tht is very hard to describe acctually…… penang trip i can only say.." be patient ". 

from all the trip tht i have been through , i had learned tht not all the trip will meet ur desire. There will be something tht change ur plan or make the thing became upside down.

of course, dont forget with who u go with…like my friend use to said…one person can make the whole trip became a disaster. it’s true!

and  i do believe it..hahahaahahahah…because i have experience it.

anyway, i will remember the penang trip..the  unforgettable trip …. overall…is ok..with my trip to kl… is good!

im looking forward the pahang trip tht i will make this monday..hopefully everything is fine and smooth

handphone..handphone…wait for me..i will go and get you!!!!!!!!!!!!

i need a break !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i need reverse!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i need care!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i need love!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i need to a day off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i need to scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i need to scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DAMM!!!!DAMM!!!!! DAMM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DAMM ALL THING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i learn something today. learn to response and know what is proper response .
list tht i learn today:-
not like this "do as is say ,not do as i do"
obey obey obey
obedient obedient obedient
response to HIM through our leader
obey leader who preach the w.o.g (it is god’s breath)
many has been called, but few has been  chosen( i feel sudden fear of this statement)
response  response response

do u knw wht is feel to be trap?
i feel trap now!!!!!!!!!!
argHHHHhhhhhh…………………………………………………….

Here i am in this morning feeling "no feeling" , write my blog and drink cold coffee. What am i trying to tell here?  stil feeling vulnerably . i think.

ice ice baby everyone

The shit thing is when people said will change, but stil havent change.
The shit thing is when we blamed for the thing that people see as they dislike it.
The shit thing is when people keep on pressure other person for their own lustful need.
The shit thing is when people never matured over something  in their life.
The shit thing is when people never learn from their past experience.
The shit thing is when people take thing for granted.
The shit thing is when people do something w/0 consider the third party feeling.
The shit thing is when the song keep on playing  that realy can blown your mind out.
The shit thing is when the memory past, we cant take it back.
The shit thing is people like  cheat !!
The shit thing is people like to lie for sure.
The shit thing is people can affect our mood sometimes.
The shit thing is to love someone who not worth it.
The shit thing is to keep holding on something that is useless.
The shit thing is when there is no meds in the world to cure the shit.
The shit is people pretending a lot!!
The shit is we have to bear the consequences of the thing we done in the past.
The shit thing is everything in the world have a price. just name it!
The shit thing is people look at ur money .
The shit thing is when we discover the painful truth.
The shit thing is when we wait over something tht is not belong to us frm the  vy beginning.
The shit thing is we sacrifice a lot and ppl stil keep on mumbling.
The shit thing is, its time to grow , people!!
The shit thing is to feel vulnerably over a thing that we cant control in our life.
The shit thing is we care for the people  but neglect the people in need.
The shit thing is our word has been twist everytime we talk the truth.
The shit thing is we are all alone to face it.
The shit thing is when  people only think for themselves but not the others.
The shit thing is when we discover people true color.
The shit thing is when i can still write on this blog and nobody seems to care!!
The shit thing is is hard for people to change coz its their old habit anyway.
The shit thing is girl melt when facing sweet talker.
The shit thing is once a squirrel always a squirrel.

For All The Shit THing, it is stil  DAmm shit !!!!!
For your Attention, i  DOnt Give A DAmn Of This FUCKI%*NG  SHIT  Anymore!!!!!!!!!

        With a new year here, now’s the time for me to start having some
positive thinking. I have really suffered through alot with his
cheating and I believe it’s time for me to try and look ahead to try
and see my future positively. Everyone wants someone to love them, care
for them, someone to laugh with, someone that truly wants to be with
them.
         
       It’s hard when you have to go through infidelity. When your
partner is unfaithful, it makes you think twice, not only about your relationship or partnership, but it makes you wonder about yourself. Life
is so hard sometimes but I honestly think that looking for answers and
really trying to work your way past your partner’s infidelity can
really be a good thing.

       Men… Why Do You Feel The Need To Cheat, When It Causes So Much Pain?

      Either Pick up your heart and
take this in stride, or kick that man to the side.
After all it was him, who betrayed and wronged you!
How would he feel if the shoe was on the otherside?

it seems as though the road is rough,
but if i dont take it my heart will stay corrupt,
it seems as though enough isnt enough,
it seems as though like a cd it gets buffed,polished,the stains go away,
as if there were no past scratches of it displayed,
but the truth is just because it seems as though the past scratches weren’t there,

it doesnt mean inside of my heart i’m not wounded,hurt,and scared,
just like most people you judge a book by its cover,
why dont you try judging if its a hater or a lover,
you cant go based on the cover,
you have to discover,
is the heart metal or flexible rubber,
so will you take the time,
and see what lies behind those doors,
and see the real me,starting from the core.

I’m taking a journey down life’s pathway into a world unknown to me.
Unsure of the directions I must take but one thing I know for sure; I’m
to walk by faith and not by sight as the world is known to do. I
decided to walk down this life’s pathway when I answered the Father’s
call from above.

Everything going so smooth, I asked my Father to draw me close and make
me more like His Son. Then all of a sudden my world turned upside down:
test and trails that came my way and I didn’t understand why? There is
no way possible to walk this life’s pathway that I have chosen for Him.

With His words so gentle and softly spoken, now encourages me to stand
tall. Through test and trails still come my way I know that I’m not
alone and my strength is renewed each and every day. So no matter what
may come my way, I will draw close to my Father and become more like
His Son. Then when my journey down this life’s pathway finally comes to
an end; I know without a doubt, I will stand with Them through out all
eternity.